![I thought I had to strive
For Your acceptance,
For Your love, for my place
In Your heart.](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/e6e91e_24e04b16795a4833999d53ccf7fb379d~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_980,h_654,al_c,q_85,usm_0.66_1.00_0.01,enc_avif,quality_auto/e6e91e_24e04b16795a4833999d53ccf7fb379d~mv2.jpg)
(By Rachel T Joyce)
I didn’t understand, Lord —
I thought I had to strive
For Your acceptance,
For Your love, for my place
In Your heart. And I spent
So many years of misunderstanding
Your grace, blind to just how much
You cherished me, desired me
To rest in Your love.
And while I worked tirelessly
To measure up, You reached
Out to me with nail-scarred hands,
Eyes filled with compassion,
Calling me to stop striving,
Bidding me, “Surrender!
Let go of everything but Me,
Let Me hold you, love you,
Transform you.”
And when I raised my hands
In surrender, let You have
Your way in me, Your peace
Flowed like a mighty river
Through me, purging, cleansing,
Making me new. Wonder flooded
My heart, my life, and joy
Overflowed attuning my heart
To the rhythm of grace.
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